
As a photographer it is hard when you are this way, I have to force myself to get beyond it - and really it could be why my business has not grew outside of my repeat costumers, because I get fulfilled just working with them every year. Sometimes I go out of my comfort zone and shoot someone new, but it's a friend of a friend, or something along those lines and even then, I am anxious. I am, if I am being totally honest, anxious when I go and work with close friends.
Over the years, as I get older - I have these ah-ha moments, where I finally put two and two together and realize the type of person I am. Of course, I have always known how I was - but I didn't have a label for it or I didn't make the time to even sit down and think about myself in that manner, I was busy raising kids and just trying to survive in this world filled with people who really don't give a shit for each other.
Having said that, I wanted to try to get a new photo of myself to put on my blog & on my facebook - though I have decided NOT to put it on facebook as of yet-we'll see what the future holds. I often look at the pictures I take and then look at myself in the mirror and I don't feel like we look the same and so I don't like to post it on facebook or instagram because I don't want people saying - oh she must have edited that photo or who is that? LOL! When really in real life, I am sure no one really cares about a stupid profile picture on Facebook lol!!!
But without further ado..here is me...weird, chubby, crazy haired me....someone who loves her family, loves her friend(s) and sometimes loves herself.....
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