Thursday, February 11, 2016

I'm going to snap...

One day, I am going to just snap and let out years of frustration regarding situations and it will be devastating to all involved.

I don't say a lot of things that need to be said, I hold back a lot  for many different reasons.  But I feel, I am being pushed or tested and I am coming close to the end of what I can actually deal with.

I try to keep reminding myself that this to shall pass & this is just a temporary feeling; but I truly do not know how much bullshit, lies and BULLSHIT I can handle.

The truth is the truth, plain and simple.  Not only is MY version true, but I have photographic evidence that it is true.  If a negative sad false life is what you want, I am sorry but I can never go down that road with you anymore.  To save myself from causing someone else great pain out of anger and frustration; I am praying hard-HARD HARD HARD that I can hold it together.  Just a little longer.

I have a great little support system, thank GOD!  I don't know what I'd do if I didn't...oh wait yes I do..I'd have already S.N.A.P.P.E.D.!


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